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Today, a friend of mine tried to pander me with a guy six years older than I am.
He has done that kind of things before. But I am grateful, after all.
Those haven't gone well, not at all. Every guy of my age is all over their rut.
I consider myself asexual. I have never been interested in intimate relationships. That's what the problem is about. As soon as they hear I don't want to play in bed with them they lose any interest they had before. I do want to get married. I do want to have children. I just don't want to sleep with anyone. I would have a fake marriage. I would let them cheat on me, sleep with other women. I could pay half of the rent and do the household chores. I could comfort them if they felt sad. But no, they want to sleep with me.
I'm a girl, 17 of age, looks below average and personality the worst type of one. I'm a shy and moral nerd who has never done anything stupid or reckless. No alcohol. No tobacco nor drugs. I can do the household chores and obey, cook and play video games. I'm very kind and open-minded towards others. My parents are not very conservative, more friendly and kind. I want to meet new people and fall in love. But it's the sex I'm not interested in. And that's the very problem in my social life.
He has done that kind of things before. But I am grateful, after all.
Those haven't gone well, not at all. Every guy of my age is all over their rut.
I consider myself asexual. I have never been interested in intimate relationships. That's what the problem is about. As soon as they hear I don't want to play in bed with them they lose any interest they had before. I do want to get married. I do want to have children. I just don't want to sleep with anyone. I would have a fake marriage. I would let them cheat on me, sleep with other women. I could pay half of the rent and do the household chores. I could comfort them if they felt sad. But no, they want to sleep with me.
I'm a girl, 17 of age, looks below average and personality the worst type of one. I'm a shy and moral nerd who has never done anything stupid or reckless. No alcohol. No tobacco nor drugs. I can do the household chores and obey, cook and play video games. I'm very kind and open-minded towards others. My parents are not very conservative, more friendly and kind. I want to meet new people and fall in love. But it's the sex I'm not interested in. And that's the very problem in my social life.
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Homophobia makes me gloomy.
1 min read
It does, really. Even though I am not homosexual. I love them, that's what makes me depressed for their sake. Everyone from LGBT's my friend, no matter what they're like. And homophobia is like someone's troubling my friends. Love is supposed to have no limits, to have no difference between different couples. And the fact that I can't help them in their struggle is excruciating, makes me feel like a prisoner in myself. Love is supposed to be free! Why a straight person should pitch on homosexuals' rights?
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The Big Search
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So there are a couple things I am looking for...
First, one of my friends has drawn a guy, about 20-30y old, with a fabulous red face paint
and I can't find the some-kind-of-sketchdump I saw it before. Can you help me?
And second thing's the artist who created Rebel Girl - dress up to DollDivine. I'd love to know who that was, s/he must have a lot of great art.
Thank youuu~
Today I was like
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First, one of my friends has drawn a guy, about 20-30y old, with a fabulous red face paint
and I can't find the some-kind-of-sketchdump I saw it before. Can you help me?And second thing's the artist who created Rebel Girl - dress up to DollDivine. I'd love to know who that was, s/he must have a lot of great art.
Thank youuu~
Today I was like
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