Marriage

Today, a friend of mine tried to pander me with a guy six years older than I am.
He has done that kind of things before. But I am grateful, after all.
Those haven't gone well, not at all. Every guy of my age is all over their rut.

I consider myself asexual. I have never been interested in intimate relationships. That's what the problem is about. As soon as they hear I don't want to play in bed with them they lose any interest they had before. I do want to get married. I do want to have children. I just don't want to sleep with anyone. I would have a fake marriage. I would let them cheat on me, sleep with other women. I could pay half of the rent and do the household chores. I could comfort them if they felt sad. But no, they want to sleep with me.

I'm a girl, 17 of age, looks below average and personality the worst type of one. I'm a shy and moral nerd who has never done anything stupid or reckless. No alcohol. No tobacco nor drugs. I can do the household chores and obey, cook and play video games. I'm very kind and open-minded towards others. My parents are not very conservative, more friendly and kind. I want to meet new people and fall in love. But it's the sex I'm not interested in. And that's the very problem in my social life.